Yesterday morning was Harry's first Nativity service and I ... didn't cry. I know! To be fair, I couldn't see him for most of it. We tried to keep our heads down because we thought if he saw us, he'd want to come and sit with us. He was a shepherd and he was very cute, if a little bewildered...
Since then he's been saying, "Back to church? More church?" and I've been saying, "Not til next Christmas, mate!" :)
He is being particularly cute at the moment...
Yesterday, he was watching an alphabet thing and it got to W. "What begins with W?" I asked. "Wocket!" said H. Do you think he's a genius?
This morning, he stubbed his toe. I lifted his foot up, kissed all his toes and said, "There. That's better." About 20 minutes later he stubbed his toe again. Lifted his own foot up, kissed all his toes and said, "There. Tha' better."
In WH Smiths yesterday he wanted me to lift him up to look at a "cave". (It was actually a hole in the countertop.) Once I lifted him up, he leaned over and shouted into it, "Anybody there?"
The other day when I was lying on the sofa feeling sorry for myself, Harry brought me a cushion and my book.
He is, quite literally, a total joy.
And, as you all believed I would, I've started to think another child might not be an utterly heinous nightmare. Don't get excited, the idea still doesn't fill me with bliss, but it doesn't want to make me throw up or cry either (and yet the thought of giving birth again still does).
David's cautiously excited and the other night I was looking through the Ikea catalogue (one of the other Things That Make Me Happy) and there was a picture of four kids jumping on a sofa. Holding it up, I said to David (sarcastically), "Hey, why don't we have four kids?" and he, snuggling up against me, said, "I did always imagine us with three." "Oh for god's sake," I said. But the thing is, I always imagined us with three too.
Pray for me.